I couldn't find anything but blowjob stories when I searched for this, so bear with me if this has been discussed already.
A month or two ago I started having a weird psychological problem with gagging. It usually happens after I've eaten (not necessarily all that much food either) but it can happen at any time, even with an empty stomach in the morning. It's a little hard to explain, but if I start thinking of my stomach being full or of swallowing, I'll often have to fight back gagging. And sometimes I can't fight it back.
This is a problem for me because my gag reflex has always been particularly strong ever since I was a baby, apparently. (I can throw up completely at will.) Because of this, if I gag enough times, I'll throw up right there. Which is obviously a problem, since I'm a skinny fuck and need the food that I just lost throwing up.
As a sidenote, I'm in college and sometimes I have to skew my meals towards the end of the day. I've gone as far as fasting til dinner (which would then actually be breakfast, I guess. haha)
Anyway I get very physically hungry, quite quickly doing this. But I have no desire to eat other than to relieve the pain of the hunger. I've always been rather uninterested in food and taste but this seems a bit beyond the usual. So maybe it's related to the gagging. I don't know.
Anyone been in the same boat? Any ideas to cure or at least manage this? Thanks!