She rang me up at night saying she had taken 3 tests and was sure. She definitely does not want kids, she had an abusive home life as a kid and it has completely soured her against having children.
I told her whatever she want to do I would support her decision. She was adamant she did not want it. Neither of us are religious so there was no moral ambiguity in it for us.
I am just surprised how I did not freak out at all, it felt almost natural even though we have only been together less than two years and are both 22. She has made me promise not to tell anyone so I figured why not post on here and get to talk about it, feels weird not telling anyone at all and keeping it just in my head.