Dont ever ask for a source to anything, legality stuff for the website.
You are not ready.
Do more research and A LOT MORE lifting.
What is your Squat Dead and Bench PRs?
THE TRUTH IS Starting your first cycle is awesome but you wont have the great gains with out a great base. Muscle, strength, training, diet all need to be on point for steroids to really shine. I have seen it so many times in actual person.