ummmmmmmmmmmm.....you don't need steroids to do what you want. Try training properly and not like a pussy. Try eating like you want to make progress. People don't push themselves at all, and then say they can't make progress. I mean, you barely look like you have touched a weight in your life. This is just reality man.
Stay away from AAS and try training with intesity, eating more and proper foods, supplementing with OTC things that actually work like BCAA's, protein, creatine, fish oils etc. That is all you need for such modest goals.