Alright, I don’t know if this is the correct place for is but I am desperate for help. So I used my first cycle January of 2016 until May 2016. I went in excited hoping for good growth and all the mental effects of gear use, the god like feelings, relaxation etc. instead I got irritability, serious depression, I wasn’t motivated to save my life, and all I did was crave donuts and shit food. It was literally like i had the mindset of a lazy fat fuck who makes excuses for everything. It completely changed my mindset.
I am a 3x competitor finishing top 3 in all 3 shows. I pride myself on my hard work and diet and this just completely made me do a 180. I never thought like I did when I was on. I am 28, 6’1 and I am currently 240. I got fat as hell on the gear from the cravings, not hunger, cravings. My AI was aromasin or Anastrozole. I used it when needed as I didn’t have any gyno related sides. All my sides were mental. Complete mindfuck from the deepest pits of hell.
My cycle was a follows;
Sustanon 500mg 2 injections weekly mon,thu
EQ 300 mg Monday injection
AI was used as needed. I’ve never had any gyno issues during puberty or during my cycle. I need feedback on what I did wrong. all my friends wo train and compete who use it all talk about how great they feel a the time. I had a complete opposite reaction, any feedback is very appreciated. I’ve noticed however that the AI makes me very irritable and I crave all the shit food in the world. That’s not normal for me, I have no troubles dieting when I am “natty”.
Please and thank you.