I don't see how you can NOT be interested in this topic.
Steroids and other performance enhancing drugs are very interesting and I enjoy reading about them.
Most people who use steroids properly like to do the research because it is exciting.
The fact that your attention deficit disorder prevents you from doing your own research tells me you want to take something and magically get results.
If you really want results you will research what you are about to inject into your body.
Imo... hormones are a very powerful thing, they aren't just supplements that grow muscle but have many other functions in the body.