Well I’ll start by saying that you are fucking 19 and should be quite a ways away from running a gear cycle. Maybe you should’ve done a little research and you would’ve been able to answer these questions on your own.
My suggestion would have been that you hang it up and wait another 7 years… By then you can have an abundance of questions answered.
This is amazing… Why is it that people in their teens want to jump on a cycle, but don’t know shit about what they are doing?
Now… Since you have already made the leap… You could stop and you should rebound just fine.
If you choose to continue… I suggest you do like @flipcollar said and nut the fuck up!!! You didn’t even shoot a lot of gear. It swells… about 5 seconds on google would tell you that. I currently pin 3.5cc of gear twice a week and I don’t whine about it… Even when I first started pinning, I would google stuff and not get on a forum to create a topic… That’s just asking for a shitstorm… Do as much research as you can for yourself before you get on here at the age of 19 and talk about grown man shit.