Agreed with the above. Your picture clearly shows you're not ready for steroids. And your depression certainly makes it a bad idea.
On top of that, anavar-only cycles are ridiculously ineffective, especially at the dose you're talking about. AND studies show that anavar is VERY suppressive, much more than one would probably expect. At any dose. Which makes taking it without at least a TRT dose of testosterone a pretty poor idea. So you're gonna end up tanking your testosterone for likely less than 5 lbs of muscle. Then you're gonna have to go through PCT, which for many is just awful. You risk potentially never recovering completely. And you won't keep your gains for long.
Also, clomid-only pct's are not more effective than nolva-only. It surprises me than anyone would choose clomid over nolva.
And shit, I just saw you have a kid. What the hell, man? Now I'm curious. You're obviously not a competitive athlete of any sort. What are you trying to get out of this? If you're just trying to look better to get girls or something, get your diet better and lift harder. I can assure you that the path you're considering is not the right one for that goal.