I am 34, 5’10" and weigh 260. I am a fat ass and take anti-depressants which kill my motivation. I was a machine 7 years ago (185) would run everyday and lift 5 days a week. Then I had my first kid and it was all down hill from there. I need to get back in shape and was told that I should start with enanthate and winny for my first cycle. I don’t know anything about the subject matter and can really use some help.