Exactly what the title implies, I am stepping into the forbidden territory. This is the thread where I semi incriminatingly detail my course of drug abuse (testosterone). During my cycle I am going to pretentiously and irritatingly log all my workouts, diet, progress etc DAILY. I haven’t decided exactly what dose or how long my cycle will be, it depends on how my bloods show up but my cycle should commence in about 3 weeks. My options are
250mg test/wk (I think I’ve decided against this one) for 10 wks
350mg test/wk for 10 wks
300mg test/wk for 12 wks
350mg test prop/wk for 8 wks
Or TNE 300mg /wk for 6 wks, depends on how much time I have.
If anyone wants to chime in be my guest, however I’m likely going to be making the decision based on my own judgement.
Height: 166cm (taller than everyone else)
Bench 1RM: I don’t bench (usually) however if I do I can go fairly heavy if I want to show off, but the resulting pain isn’t worth it
Deadlift 1RM: No idea, but I do deadlift
Squat: KNEES DAMMIT KNEES
Leg press: I can do like 200kg for twelve reps, it isn’t heavy and leg press doesn’t mean anything anyway however I’m putting it there.
BF percentage: about 15%
Resting pulse: 65-70
Blood pressure: On the lower side
Sense of wellbeing: bitter and pissed off as always, but not sad or depressed
Support supps: I take these regardless of whether I’m on or off anything
Milk thistle (because why not)
If I ever feel like simulating menopause I take niacin #hotflush
I drink a lot of green tea because it has numerous health benefits that have been semi backed up by legitimate scientific research
Before I start I’ll get this right out of the way, I’m aware I’m not very big, I could progress naturally for a while longer, what I am doing is irresponsible, however I wish to compete in bodybuilding (and even If I didn’t wish to compete I probably would have still done something like this), I’m very well aware of the potential risks associated with my decision, myocardial dysfunction is the one that scares me the most, however I am willing to take the risk as I personally don’t believe the risks are very high, I believe when used responsibly these drugs can be very rewarding with minimal negative impact on one’s longevity (that’s not to say I don’t think cycling will take a few years off my life, I believe I am shortening my lifespan by 5-7 years, however if it is to achieve a dream I’ve had since I was very young and it is what makes me happy I can live with that)
Diet: Not the best, I fall victim to baklava and cookies sometimes, I need to fix that. I also eat a lot of take out tofu, salmon, and sushi.
I employ bodybuilding style workouts 5-6 times per week, however I also cycle to and from gym (unless I decide to use my homegym) and I go for a jog just about daily, sometimes I go on hikes. To me aerobic fitness is very important, I believe keeping up cardiovascular fitness reduces the risk of long term side effects from AAS and bodybuilding in general with regards to excessive concentric thickening of the Left Ventricle. It also helps boost blood circulation.
Pictures: I’m not very big, nor is my physique impressive however for someone in my circumstances I believe I’ve done fairly well… here goes
Profile pic up close:
I was going to post a picture of just one leg because I thought it’d be funny but then I realised I can do that with one arm instead with equal comedic effect as a picture of a single arm or leg isn’t really helpful at all
On a final note I will not respond to rude or derogatory comments without merit.
I’d’ve put a more detailed introduction in however I’ve been working very hard recently and my energy resources have dried up. The excess blur in photos is because I’m paranoid and don’t want anyone to possibly pick up on anything that could reveal my identity