Get rid of what you have and start over properly! I had a first experience like you, and I went a head with harsh steroids that I had no business using. I am now 22 and on trt for life thanks to my stupidity.
Get some test E and Nolva and whatever you need for pct (likely nolva and clomid). Ask someone else for pct advice as I Am on test for life so I do not do pct.
Weeks 1-12 Test E 500mg/week
Weeks 1-12 Nolva 10mg/day
IF you really wanna do more than that, this is probably the best beginner cycle I could recommend and is honestly what I wish I Would have done. EQ is a great mild mass builder (Similar results to deca, but better in my opinion maybe a little less weight gain though), EQ also increases vascularity and really increases hunger. Also great endurance increase and will give you wicked workouts and easy cardio sessions.
Weeks 1-16 Test Enanthate 400mg/week
Weeks 1-16 EQ 600mg/week
Weeks 1-16 Nolva 10mg/day
You DO NOT need anything more than that for your first cycle! that will get you HYYYUUUGGEE.
Don’t kid yourself and think tren is okay for first cycle if you do low dose like 2-300mg, cause its not. You need to save stuff like that for later on and start with simple stuff, you will progress MORE in the long run this way. I am trying to HELP YOU not make the same mistakes that I MADE.
Trust me man, I thought I knew it all too. I did some test/tren/deca cycles when I was 18 and my natty test is gonzo for life bro. Don’t make the same errors I have, take my advice.