The goal is to get as large as possible, I am 20, and I am nervous as hell to squat without a spotter (also i am pretty sure my form is shit, but thats beside the point) and dont want to have to use the smith machine. I pretty much expect to miss lifts. I have been told that if you get every rep in every workout, then you arent working hard enough. I cant join football as I dont have time due to my major/wouldnt make the team as I am not good enough to play Div 1 football in college, cant workout with people who are serious as they are all athletes and work out in a separate gym which I am not welcome in due to university rules(which kinda pisses me off that I am forced to work out with kids who arent serious, show up in jeans and ed hardy gear and do biceps/chest every day), and the end goal is not to be a powerlifter.
Basically, I wanna bench, and squat without having to worry about missing reps, and I would like someone to keep me accountable. I just got back from class only to find the kid I am supposed to be working out with walking out the door to go to the gym to run on a treadmill (how do I know? I asked). Never even told me he was going haha. And, I find that when I lift with him, he stalls my progress as he actually listens to people that write for mens health and shit like that, and wants to go do other shit every 5 minutes, and constantly distracts me from what im doing. Personally, I could have the most boring program on the face of the earth, if it is working, then I couldnt care less. There is nothing boring about results. Also he complains about the taste of protein shakes. I dont give a shit, as long as they put weight on me. Seriously, I am sorry I ever even asked the kid. (If you made it to the end of this rant, then congrats. Youre a fucking champ.) I need someone with a similar mentality I guess.