anyone ever had a high fever which gave you fucked up nightmares? just recovered from a 39.5 degrees fever and im still feeling the lingering effects of the dream. can’t remember the dream but i definitely remember the feeling.
Felt a strong sense of despair and hopelessness (not the kind where you lost your game finals, but probably the kind where you killed your own son or something along that lines) i woke up 6-7 times (or maybe more) throughout the night wanting to cry and scream.
I remember rocking myself trying to calm myself down, praying, walking to the toilet and not daring to go inside for fear of making the feeling grow stronger, clutching my pillow to my face and biting down on it…
damn it was a fucked up night.
so just wondering if anyone ever experienced this before.
*i can remember the feeling because i used to have this sort of dreams when i was a kid, (sleepwalking, crying in my sleep etc etc.) but stopped when i became christian. (not trying to imply anything but…yup (: )