Feeling Suicidal Because of Deca Dick

OK buddy. Will. Definitely try it

I have a similar issue but not related to deca, however I have used way too much tren in my time. unless I take a lot of dopamine stimulating drugs I rarely experience emotions or happiness. I find it odd though that your issue is so prolonged from such a short stint. I earned my problems with 5 consecutive years of heavy AAS abuse.

Well deca ducked me pretty bad.

BTW what doses.of dopamine agents you use?

At this time. I am willing to try anything.

Life has become flat. No desire for anything.

No depression
No happiness.
No sexdrive
No emotions.

Do you use proviron and cretanin? Dont stop them man, you must find a good sex parthner, you cant get erection with masturbate, your mind will stop it. Continue DHT and stop masturbate.

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Gonna start next week.

Endo had prescribed clomod for 8 weeks.

It ended last week

did u ever try this protocol?
how are u atm did u use any dopamine agents?

did anyone ever managed to recover from deca dick?
tnx

any update man ? please help
i have the same problem, it has been 1 year after using deca

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On the same page with you bruh. Been dealing with deca dick for 1 yr and 4 months now. Am just waiting on it and see how things gon play out after 18 months. I just hope I will get back to a man I used to be.

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OP, has taking any type of ā€˜upperā€™ helped? like a preworkout?

By pre-workout are we talking about the pre-workouts full of stimulants (amphetamines and amphetamine derivitaves/substitutes?)

anything that can maybe give him a boost upwards, some energy, some motivation. Some of the pre-work outs even spur my libido up for some reason, not sure which supplement does it but there are some pre-work outs that set my sex drive on fire.

PW with amphetamines/amphetamine substitutes will increase libido/sexual desire. Amphetamines increase the production and output of dopamine dramatically (of which is screwed up from use of 19-nors). Dopamine is pivotal in regard to feeling sexual desire.

That being said, check youā€™re resting heart rate on those pre-workouts/during gym and tell me theyā€™re good for long term use

but canā€™t it be used as a sort of ā€œPCTā€ when recovering from a cycle ? just to help you, mentally that is.

I guess, however long term dopaminergic dysregulation can stem from amphetamine/stimulant abuse. Unless we are talking about a one off/ very occasional use, the implementation of amphetamine/amphetamine derivatives will ultimately cause more harm than good.

However Iā€™m not here to dispense medical advice, if it works (or you feel like taking them and know the risks) then do whatever you feel is best for you

No, I agree with you long term use of stimulants is a bad idea. I was addicted to ephedrine for a solid 4 or 5 years, and coming off that was horrid, absolutely horrid. It took another 2 or 3 years to feel truly normal after that.

What substitutes in PW would you find really harmful though? I was considering adding in your basic pre-jym or Prolific that Jeff Nippard promotes which I really do like. Itā€™s not too strong and gives you great focus.

I was thinking of doing the PW 2 weeks prior to PCT, stop, and then jump on it for a solid month or so post PCT just to keep my moods up, my motivation up, until I get back to baseline.

Thoughts?

Any updates man? Iā€™m at about 18 months now and Iā€™m a lot better than I was. But a couple weeks ago my gf and I broke up and Iā€™m so upset that Iā€™m back to being how I was at the startā€¦ my mood really affects it. At the end of august I was doing so well, morning woods and could pretty easily get it upā€¦

I can be good in the morning but then horrible at nightā€¦ or vice versa :frowning:

This is going to sound idiotic. A friend of mine came to me in the midst of me going through a breakup and wanted me to train with him. I was depressed and started a cycle of deca and test. Now I feel nothing at all. I laugh sometimes but no saddness no happiness no motivation. I mean does deca dick go away? Cialis doesnt work for me, took proviron for a month did nothing. Itā€™s literally dead down there Idk what to do. I did a cycle in the past and had ed due to estrogen that happened one time but nothing like this. Itā€™s like theres no blood going down there. I want to have sex but idk im mentally exhausted from this shit. Even when I took antidepressants I could get an erection with insomnia could get an erection with anxiety and depression could get an erectionā€¦

brother, nothing is worth you life. That is first and foremost. I have never taken Deca, but I have taken NPP. I always ran test e only, and for some reason I wanted to take NPP for joint relief. So i was taking 300mg of test e and 150 NPP twice per week. I was not taking an AI and I had no serious sides.
On the test only I was emotionally fine, I noticed my erections not quite as hard as normal, not thing super alarming. I figured this from not taking an AI and having some excess estrogen. I still had some libido.
This is kind of the opposite end of the spectrum from you but when I added in the NPP i went fucking crazy. My dick was hard all the damn time. Super hard, and in charge. I was literally dripping precum all day. Hugging and kissing her goodbye in the morning gave me wood. The smell of her perfume seemed to linger all day and thats all I could think of. I was obsessed with sex, to the point my wife was almost at the breaking point. I wanted sex everyday, multiple times a day and if she said no i would get depressed. I thought she was cheating on me, i was convinced, i was an emotional wreck, i was considering asking for a divorce. It didnā€™t even occur to me it was the NPP. I didnt trust her, i was snooping on her phone, her emails, social media, etc looking for something, anything. I was crazy, depressed.
Long story short, I finished the cycle, did PCT and my beautiful wife and are doing great. I will never take NPP again, and I will not take deca either. Not worth my sanity, or marriage for training goals.

My man.

Did you come on this site to tell somebody who has no libido, no erections, and no emotions that when you took a slightly different drug, you had lots of libido, lots of erections, and lots of emotions, and that when you stopped, like he tried to stop, everything went back to normal and your life is perfect now, unlike his life?

Do you also dance in front of recently crippled people?

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Some people tend to get paranoid/jealous and overtly possessive on 19-Norsā€¦ wonder whether it merely highlights certain primitive biological behaviours, amplifies them to the extreme

Then again the individuals that become like thisā€¦ we are talking about probably like 0.5% of users (perhaps more, Ive never seen any literature/poll stipulating what the percentage is)