ive been lifting for years. been in sports for years.
ive been fat, back to skinny, had some average lifting strength.
ive done the V-Diet, focused on bulking and size gain.
ive been mildly successful at all of it.
im frustrated though. because i have only been mildly successful, and not fully successful.
i have training A.D.D.
i havent ever gotten as big as ive wanted to be
i havent ever gotten as lean as ive wanted to be
and i have tried to do both for a long time.
since the V-Diet, i saw some results, started training different, and lost ground. . .
i know what i need to do, but im kinda searching for motivation again.
so im going to start a log…
maybe this isnt the forum for it.
but im starting here.
41" waist at the navel
52.5" around the shoulders
15.5" upper arms
5’10" and i weigh 205 right now. was 192 after the V-Diet, and was 212 before the V-Diet. so i havent lost it all, but i dont think im quite as strong as i was.
my biggest regret right now about starting over now is that i feel like im joining the ranks of new years resolution crowd… oh how i hate that crowd.