Ok, guys and gals. Here’s the gig. My ex girlfriend who I am still in love with is dating someone else. She had expressed many times that she wants to be friends because she is dating someone else. I tried the friend route, but she isn’t putting in much of an effort. So I spoke to her for the last time about two weeks ago and told her how I felt about her. Yeah, it was stupid, but I needed to say it since I had avoided it for so long. Ok, she wasn’t interested and said that she was completely happy with the new guy etc… Also, she said some unfair things that I replied to in an email. She never responded. That was two weeks ago. So today I get an email from her asking about an article on apple cider tablets for losing weight and what is my oppinion. Of course I want to respond and help her with other weight loss suggestions because I love her, but I know that this isn’t the right thing to do. I should just ignore it. She has been pretty shitty to me over the past few months and responds when she feels like it. So I know what to do. Ignore the email. Her weight isn’t my problem any more, but I need some moral support. Love is a powerful drug and I need off this one. It hurts because I am usually very responsible of other people’s feelings and not responding seems rude, but friendship much less love is a two way street. She can’t just take from me when she feels like it. I am not on call like a doctor. Ok, let me have it. I am being a pussy and I need to get unpussified!!!
PS. The lifting is going great. I am bigger now than ever before on the Mag-10 and 4-AD-EC.