Dudes my life is totally out of wack Im basically a ridiculous asshole government money recieving scoundrel gaylord. Wait a MINUTE, I shouldnt be talking about myself like this but what it comes down to is that my inner world and my outter world are totally out of alignment with each other or maybe im just a full of myself narcicist with a huge ego and a small pecker overcompensating for my insecurities through retarded behaviour, you choose and no Im not smoking crack but I might start if I dont get myself a FUCKING JOB.
Heres the situation,
Ive never done an honest days work in my life, exxagerating of course. Ive done a few months of work. Mona ge veignt ans, Im twenty years and I have not finished my ecole secondaire (High School)---im just fuckin with you. Okay this isnt really a time to be doinking around, Ive gotta get serious about myself and my life or what the hell am I going to do with myself when Ive successfully pissed away my entire YOUTH.
Yes im full of shit and YES im just CRAZY but I dont know what the hell to do because im so stuck in a vicious cycle of poverty that I Cant seem to escape from because of the reason that it takes money to make money and if thats just an excsue I dont know what else to do. I dont have any references to put on my CV and I dont have a girlfriend to inspire me. Yes I get a lot of dirty looks from people,
Look I think that my life is basically about to pass me by and if I dont hurry my ass up and do something about myself ill probally end up sitting in Alcholics Anonymous meeting with Jlaix from Real Social Dynamics if youd ever heard of em, hes my kind of guy. a total lunatic loser. Whats this have to do with anything? I dont know, maybe I should get into sales.