I'm 22 years old, I'm down in my life right now and feel like a physically, financially and socially undeveloped dare I say -loser.-
I won't more than anything to dedicate myself to surpassing to an alpha level, and becoming a stronger person.
I realize the basis of this has to be in my physique as right now, I am fat...overweight...but have been lifting off and on for 2 years plus. I've competed in small local pl competitions (more like exhibitions) and my ranges were, before my 2 1/2 month hiatus.
Height: 5 9, and Weight: 240
Squat 400 range, BP 290 max, 225 10 times, Deadlift 450 max, 300 range for reps...
This doesn't mean much because my physique looks like crap.
Here are pictures, only one of these my calf is flexed, the rest is just me in a normal posture, no flexing, no sucking in or post workout pump in any of these. Just me bare in all my glorious fatso/strong guy mediocrity.
I'm ready to change, to evolve and I'll do whatever it takes.
Please evaluate me, and help me find the path to success in this endeavor. To really reformat my physique.