Dude, I never said I didn't believe you. I'm simply trying to glean more information. I myself have anxiety/depression issues that I've dealt with for years. Testosterone makes me feel great. Tren, equipoise, sometimes even deca will cause me to have pretty severe anxiety. Clomid is a TOTAL no go for me. On masteron I was horny as hell, but had joint issues. Same thing with winstrol. I'm not accusing you, belittling your issues, or anything of the sort. I'm simply trying to help. I've had OCD my entire life. Hand washing, obsessive thoughts, the whole freakin' spectrum. I'm only trying to help. PM me if you like as I'm only trying to help. Your post didn't have much info other than some symptoms. We can't help you if you don't give more info. I'd like to know if you have any history of this type of thing. Apologies if you were offended. I don't agree that the tank is cracked, yada yada yada. Here to help if you need. I can't speak for anyone else.