I started TRT on 11/17/2019. I started on 160mg/week split into twice weekly injections. I was also prescribed 400iu of HCG once a week. I was given arimidex 1mg pills. I was told to take 1/4 of a pill once a week beginning week 6 and beyond.
A few hours after my first injection in the office i was on cloud nine. I walked back into work with my head held high and shoulders back. My confidence was back full force. The next couple of weeks was amazing. I felt great until I added 1/4 pill of arimidex. I only took 2 doses of arimidex and then discontinued it a few months ago. I also stopped taking HCG.
I have been taking 160mg testosterone cypionate/week by itself for about 8 weeks now.
I have lost my level of confidence and as of a week or two ago I am conjuring up thoughts in my head of my loving wife leaving me and having affairs with her co-workers. I am blaming her for things that have never or will never happen. This is not fair to her and it’s causing major stress.
I hope I don’t get mocked by posting this. I am hoping someone can help. Am i just being a pussy? Do i need to adjust something? Anyone ever been in this type of situation?
How can I get my confidence back? I can’t get blood work right now due to COVID.