without going too far into the back story pretty much first half of last year had a falling out with certain people which pretty much left me completely hating them and disliking the people that still chose to hang around them, long story short both performed a dog act and are happy that they did it.
Now It’s been almost 18 months since this has happened i cant let it go, when i see or hear about them it pretty much makes me feel sick to my stomach and well makes me angry, i think that feeling this way isn’t right and has pretty much stopped me from making any decent new relationships with people whether it be new girlfriends or just new mates to go have a beer with.
I’m aware that life moves on and everybody wont do the same thing but yet I still feel that way. I’m wondering if anyone else has had the same feelings towards others or if anyone has got any advice about this? I’ve spoken to friends about it but their advice is always just forget about it and I don’t want to sound like a whiny bitch. Too be honest this whole experience has left me depressed and even though I haven’t spoken to a doctor about it I do feel like I’m dealing with depression. I have spoken to my parents about it but they always just laugh it off and generally say something along the lines of your going to have days like this
for people that cant be bothered reading all this I’ll summarize
- 2 people dicked me, causing me to feel hatred towards them and people that pretty much chose their side
- Since this has been a long time I think I should be over these feelings so how do I get over them? or do you have any advice or similar experiences
- seeing a mental expert just isn’t feasible since I don’t really have the funds too pay for such treatment
thanks for reading this and I hope this doesn’t turn out too be a thread where I’m going to get ragged on for trying to reach out too people on this board for trying to get advice