On march 22 at 11:30 p.m., I was robbed at gunpoint. I chose to defend my possesions, and in the process was shot three times. The first bullet went straight through my right quad entering on the lateral side and exiting through the medial side. The second bullet entered anteriorly through my vastus medialus, and exeted posteriorly. The final shot entered my inner thigh, went straight through the femur, and exited on through my vastus lateralus.
I lost an extensive quantity of blood, and am still in excrutiating pain. I could not hold food down for nearly a week due to pain and loss of blood which is necessary for digestion. I still am slowly gaining my appetite back. I went from 205 lbs to 180 lbs, losing fat, lean muscle tissue and of course water and fluid weight. This created a devestating loss of self confidence, put a strain on my ego, and left me feeling inferior.
I still cannot support any weight on my left leg but my right leg has recovered to around 75%. The musculature I have lost equates to nearly one and one half years of training. As soon as both legs are able to squat again (roughly two months) I will be desperate to gain back my mass as soon as possible. I have no availability or AAS, so I have ordered 1ad and 4ad.
I have read articles that deem this product effective, and I have read reviews stating it had little effectiveness. As far as sides, endocrine changes, ect., I have little concern. I will one day be that freak who has money and access to the real stuff, and it is factual that with money you can bypass almost any side, or even fix what may have previously been effected by prohormone use. The above statement may sound very uneducated, but my concern is building as much muscle mass as possible, health is a distant second. These are my personal morals, and they cannot be swayed by someone conflicting them.
Any enlightenment on the effectiveness on these prohormones would ultimately be appreciated. Enclosed is a picture of the pants I was wearing when I was shot, and a picture of what I looked like several weeks prior to the incident.