thanks guys for all your advice,and to the last poster(didnt catch name)the other people wont say who was driving
i want to talk to his brother but when i try i lose my voice,his brother is pissed and wants to hurt someone and i want to tell him how much his younger bro talked about him and stuff like that,i just have a hard time talking to anyone right now.
his father needs help paying for his funeral so i gave what i could.All the kids in my classes found out i knew him and have beent rying to talk to me and since we havent experienced anything before they dont know what to say,and i understand that and thank them for trying.
I had a hard time though,because one of my friends said "good riddance" because he didnt see eye to eye with him and it took all i had to not hand him his balls in the middle of class.
I am trying to honor his memory by getting stronger for him(he always wanted to lift more then me..)and he liked telling jokes about anything..and i know crying doesnt make me less of a man,i did when i wrote the post and last night
im going to do my best to make it to the visitation tomorrow and talk to his brother and tell him how much his little bro liked him.I know many a word and its frustrating to not know how to express myself with all the words/phrases/sayings i know.
One of thingsd im gonna miss most about him is the fact he told you whatever he thought,good or bad,he acted crazy most of the time but it was just for laughs...i dont really want to bother my parents right now because as a family we are havin some rough times and they dont need anything else to worry about,but thanks for all the great advice guys, i got to go dry my eyes