I’m 26 years old, i’ve been lifting seriously for over a year now and made a sizable transformation to my body as a natty. From fat af to decent.
Please forgive the douche vibe.
I’m currently 5 weeks into my first cycle at 350mg test-e/week
I’ve done my homework, everything is planned from start to the last day of pct.
I am quite aware that most would say that taking testosterone after only a year of dedicated lifting is reckless if not a waste of my natural potential. It’s the decision I took.
Here i’d rather discuss the psychological effects of testosterone. I’m usually a very composed, rational person yet test has me very anxious and jealous. It takes very little for my mood to turn incredibly dark for hours on end, screwing with my relationships and sometimes sleep. It’s hard to not drift into an angry dark condition. I’m doing my best to control myself but it’s frankly exhausting. I have the best most understanding girlfriend on the planet, she doesnt deserve my doubts and jealousy.
I’ve gotten bloodwork done last week. Estro was at 275 pmol/l aka 75.91 pg/ml
I’ve been taking 10mg Aromasin eod
I’m curious as to how you dealt with anxiety on test-e.