alright then, here goes nothing… I am 33 years old, I’ve been training for 15 years, I have experienced gains with the likes of Deca, Sustanon, equipoise, winstrol, masteron, test prop. As for PCTs clomid, nolva and anastrozole for a.i. No not all of those at once, just over the years. Long story short, I was in a motorcycle accident in August. I separated my right shoulder and yes, snapped three tendons and dislocated my left shoulder.
I am well aware of the impact that this has happened on my life as well as training ability or lack thereof but, always a but, I refuse to just accept this and live the rest of my life not enjoying it. This is not where the question lies. There will be gear involved to get my muscle density and strength back up. Im sure a few people will say accept it and move on or bypass gear. Thank you in advance for looking out but please dont tell me what my body needs or wants unless you have gone through the injuries and cycle to follow and had undesirable results.
Everyone is different and has different goals and I need a custom fit for my situation. The conundrum is: my shoulders wont have the means to build enough tissue to support my joints etc in this shape nor will I be able to ever lift enough to change that naturally now and have lowered my standards for my physique but not abandoned them, nor will I. Again, muscle density and strength is my goal. I am aware tendons play into this tremendously hence, my problem. I will go slow and focus on form, its not a race, I know.
I will not be a bodybuilder in this life anymore, I admit that at this point but know the effects of these compounds have in my body and think it is the best route to stay sane and function in life. Not to mention I have the entire rest of my body to tear up and utilize. I am a blackbelt in kung fu and boxed for years muay thai and trained mma as well. I only say this so those of you with similar interests might appreciate and chime in if that were taken from you when you woke up one day. Im not built to lose.
I would rather deal with dense muscle and the ability to lift my arms using muscle more so then relying on my joints to do it for the rest of life and the debilitating emotional state that is caused from shoulders being in this shape. I am aware tendons and ligaments grow and support weight and certain compounds play into or against that. I am trying to gain mass to keep the joint as tight as possible and muscles as strong as possible to avoid further problems saying I dont do anything to cause them.
My shoulders have full range of motion but as stated prior, I need to keep them strong as to shape the rest of my body and function better in life. I prefer quality of life and this is no way to live for me. I am moving forward with this and would love help reaching my goals. I am thinking deca for size for anti inflammatory/mass and Eq for mass/strength and a test prop as a underlying steady compound. Of course with a.I. and pct. I am going to find my sweet spot with what works getting me there then the most intellegent way to maintain it.