I've been on 3 years, right now, TRT doses (around 250mg test per w), I do some blast with boldenone, but I already used Tren, Primo, and other stuff... right now, me and my wife trying to have a kid, using some HCG for a while, but having hard times to make it work. I'm almost 35 Yo and competed before, best place was 4º in state championship. I'm done with competing but stay ON. Steroids changed my life in a good way, it brought me confidence... it made me feel a better person. I was depressed before steroids, treated by psychologists with fucking pills that made feel worst. I aways loved bodybuilding, the way you can change your body comp, your size and transform your self. I started with 32 to 33, for competing reasons, but I felt so well, I'd never stop. Staying ON will cost you some "things": health (if U don't know what you're doing, don't monitore blood, etc), money (U'll have to buy this fucking steroids forever), concerns (you'll have to buy hormone and sometimes, you'll not find what you need, and sometimes, changing supplier is not a good feeling...), you'll have to inject your self forever or as long as you want to stay ON (at the beginning is OK, you want it, but after a while, you may suffer with thoughts of pinning your self...), there are many things you'll need to administrate, such as travels, work, etc... You need to be convinced, be a man, And bear all the consequences. Staying ON may cause you some problems with having a child too... even doing HCG/ proviron, clomid, etc, there are a level of supression making it diffcult sometimes.