I want to start this post out to avoid the flaming and harshness that may tend to follow by explaining that although I am looking for a cycle critique... I do have extenuatiing circumstances that may require a bit of thought beyond a typical cycle critique post.
I am 48 years old and have been training for close to 4 year, albeit I had a car accident that took me out for close to 16 weeks.
I weigh at present 190 and am 5'10".
I am strong for my size... if you need numbers.. ask.
BF is typically between 11 - 15% depending upon diet.
I eat clean 90% of the time. The other 10% is laughable... indulgence.
My present goal is to add muscle, lose some body fat and to look really good for summer.
Now, here's where it get's tricky... I started AAS via prescibed HRT 4 years ago... from Test Cyp. to adding primo and Mast. I use growth and ghrp-6 together on occasion. I have it available now.
I used 1000 of T a week and had estrogen issues and eventually a major prostate issue that has resoloved. I ran out of Arimidex and just never reordered... causing me lots of problems...
I didn't cycle... I stayed on. Always.
Okay, I want to hit the gym hard, eat right and gain 10 lbs of muscle in my upper body.
I have significant quantities of Test Cyp. Tren Ace, 10mg dbols, HCG, Nolva, Adex and Clomid. Together with a boatload of growth and ghrp-6.
Here's my question.
Can I cycle. Like a legit straight up planned cycle... or should I come off of everything... clean it all up and at some point get on an 8 week cycle.
Here is what I am thinking:
Don't come off.
weeks 1-8 100mg Test EOD
weeks 1-8 100mg Tren ACE EOD
Weeks 1-4 40mg Dbol ED
All weeks 1-8 A-Dex .25 ED
HCG 250HCG EOD
Growth 2 units each morning
GRHP-6 2 units at bedtime.
Nolva is available for the cycle if necessary,
Clomid for PCT... Maybe HCG as well...
Not sure about tapering....
These are my issues.
Sorry ahead if anyone thinks I am a bonehead... because at times I am... but right now, I am looking for and appreciate all the help I have always gotten here by you all. (and most of the respected "experts) have been extremely helpful!
Lastly.... MOTIVATION.... wtf.... give me some advice... I am a bit depressed because of a family situation, so I am dealing with mild to moderate depression... The test helps so far believe it or not.
But is there a secret to motivation?
lol, please don't laugh at me like I laugh at myself... usless, of course... you just cannot hold back...