So you did an hcg only cycle? I assume thats what you mean by therapy. Thats a terrible idea....
You bench with 185, but no reference to sets, reps, ect...
Is this the only lift you do?
I have an idea your training is pretty bad. You should work on setting that up right first. I know that overthere you have to eat what you can and thats about it...
I also think either you are misreading your vials, or that they are mislabeled.
250ml of test? 200ml of deca?
Thats a lot of shit and would have to be HUGE vials...
How many mg per ml is the stuff?
For a first cycle I wouldn't use deca. One vial (probably 10ml at 200mg per ml, not 200ml) is not even enough for a cycle.
I know you want to make progress and I know thats probably much harder over there, but you shouldn't jump straight into this.
Also, evidently your doctor is an idiot. HCG can be used on cycle to maintain testicular function, but should not be used as or during PCT because it is suppressive.
You should use a SERM for that.
I really don't think its a good idea for you to do any cycle until you gain a basic understanding of exactly what steroids are, and how they affect the body.
Check out the training forums and articles on this site and elitefts.. also look up WS4SB and on this site check out Starting Strength. Read the nutrition articles too, and eat as good as you possibly can given your resources.
Once those two things are in check, see what kind of results you get, and then after a year or so research more (just reading Furious George's sticky is an awesome place to start) come back and make a new proposition.