I'm at a lose of what to do. Ivery been going to a clinic and basically have to beg to get a 200 shot weekly. I crash before next ahot. Not just talking being tired or lethargic. It's like a I go into a hole where I can't function. Crying, high anxiety, can barely function. For trt a 200 shot weekly is pretty top end. It's like my doctor doesn't believe me and wants to give me 140 weekly.
The one time I took the 140 I was OK for 5 days and then spent the next two days in hell. Once I got the next shot on day seven. It took about a day and a half before I started feeling normal again. The only time I haven't crashed is when I got a 200 shot and 6 days later got the next one because I visited a new doc. It's like these doctors don't understand, don't believe, or don't care about the he'll I've been going through for months.
All my other labs have came back normal except I'm low end on dhea and vitamin d. I'm a at a lose of what to do or where to go. 200 is pretty much top end for trt and I keep crashing. I'm desperate to just get to normal. Over the last several months I have lost strength in many areas. My 5 set of bench has gone dowe by 40 lbs.
Some of my big lifts I ha e kept close to where I was but most ha e lost at least 5 to 10 lbs. Also now weight 205 and I am only 5'7". 2 years ago I could Rep 295 on bench twice and now I struggle getting a 5 set of 175. Getting discouraged as no doctors have really found any answers. Thinking maybe my liver just works to well. I know they can test for that and am going to ask on Tuesday when they are drawing blood work if they can check that also.
Any input oflr suggestions would be greatly appreciated. New to the forum, my first post. Have read a lot on here but am excited to actually become on of the t nation fam!
Thanks so in advance for any help.