Dude look at your numbers?!?! I weight 10kg less than you at the same height and I have better lifts. You are an idiot for even thinking about doing steroids at that level.
And how idiotic can you be to say you know anything about steroids when you are asking about all this "safe cycles" and how you're scared of the "side effects", are you fucking kidding me? how the hell can someone say they know about steroids and then throw out statements like that?? You are a fucking tool.