Do you have the blood work you initially got? You have signs of high estrogen, and since you didn't run an AI I am going to assume thats what it was.
You realize by using the topical cream you are further shutting down your natural test production, right?
HcGenerate is absolute fucking bullshit. DO NOT use anything produced by that company or affiliates, they are pure fucking scumbags who lurk on new users. I cannot really express my hatred enough for those motherfuckers via message boards.
Your "trainer" is a fucking idiot. Anadrol AND oral tren? What the fuck. Did he sell all of this to you?
What state do you line in? You need to get your own bloodwork done before anything so you can post it on here. Google privatemdlabs, its cheap and you dont need insurance, select the female hormone panel (yes I know but you then select your sex as male), find a labcorp near you, get blood drawn and they will email you the results in a few days. Post them either here or start a new thread, and we can go from there.
You will need:
HCG (the real stuff, FUCK HcGenerate)
AI to control estrogen
Not sure if this is allowed (sorry if it isn't mods) but what is your email? Make a throwaway so I can email you (legal) sources. Personal messages do not work on this site.
I've been in your spot dude, and it sucks. You're young and you should be able to recover just fine, but you need to take the right things at the right time to ensure you recover properly.