Created a new account to remain anonymous. I’m 25 years old and have been blasting and cruising for 3 years and 4 months. 3 months on, 3 months TRT dose ~200mg/week. Never gone over a gram of total gear on a blast, but have used tren 4-5 times during this time period. Due to a new job I will have to come off indefinitely. Please do not bash me for my choices, I have been an avid weight lifter since the age of 13 and started gear use at 20. I grew up with bodybuilding and powerlifting posters all over my walls. I knew at a young age I would use gear.
After the up and downs of cruising and being depressed during PCT I decided that B+C would be the best route. I’m 5’11 245 pounds with a 440 bench, 700 deadlift, 570 high bar ATG squat, 315 standing OHP without any leg drive. I’m trying to paint a picture for you guys, I am a very big guy. 20 inch arms. 28 inch thighs. 19 inch calves. It has been ingrained in my identity. But I know that this career is more important and losing it and the ability to provide for me and my family is not a risk I am willing to take. The legality + new job will make it impossible for me to continue using. I know there is a good chance of me needing TRT for the rest of my life, and I am 100% okay with that and have accepted it. I am going to run power PCT and hope to recover naturally.
My questions are: What are my chances of natural recovery? How weak am I going to get over the next few months… How much size am I going to lose? Am I going to be a shell of who I am today? Obviously I am way past my genetic natural limit. However, I was benching about 350 pounds before I started using anything. I plan on getting bloods in a few months after PCT - I imagine I will not fully recover. At 25 - How do I go about getting TRT if I need it?
Thank you all for your help.