Had a pretty sleepless night last night. Doing lots of soul searching. Yesterday’s workout was dismal. Doing the 5 x 5 for the past few months, I started out well below my maxes. Hence I could make progress almost every week. Was hoping to blast through my former barriers. No go - I hit the wall hard. Had to take down deads and OH presses. Now squats and bench were a problem. Had eaten like a maniac Saturday and slept like a baby, you’d think I’d be a bear the next day, right?
Squat
85 x 5
105 x 5
135 x 5
155 x 5 getting tough
190 x 3 barely made it
several years ago, did 185 x 5, now can barely do 190 x 3 or 5. A glimmer of hope, but quickly snuffed out by bench:
Bench
55 x 5
75 x 5
95 x 5
125 x 5 rough
145 x 3
All three were grinders. Straining, shoving, I even screamed on the last one. My god - I’m just not going up in bench at all
Bar row
65 x 5
75 x 5
95 x 5
115 x 5
135 x 3 could barely get this one
Dips
x 4 wow, hard
x 0 - FAILURE
x 0 - FAILURE
got a little too low, and just stopped dead - straining, grunting, shaking, simply would not go up.
Walked out of the gym in total disgust.
Thinking about just quitting lifting altogether. Have been tempted many times in the past forty years, but this really was the last straw. I mean quit completely.
Mulling it over, thinking about how the 5x5 might just not be enough work for my body. Last year, got some shoulder growth from reps for time. What’s the buzzword, time under tension? Working on a new program. Stay tuned.