Hi. I am totally new to this and was wondering if anyone could answer some questions I have about T. I participate in activities where I don't think I would benefit from gaining more than about 2kg of muscle mass. I know this may sound like blasphemy to you giants but, I would like to keep my weight down and just recover faster and increase my work capacity. I have very high relative strength but after a hard training session I feel like I've been hit by a truck. This "hit by a truck" feeling has gotten more pronounced as I traverse my thirties. So:
Can one gain strength without mass on T via experimenting with when/how much I dose or will I have to change how I train to affect this?
Can dosage affect strength gains and recovery time but put less emphasis on mass gain?
If I am on T and trying to keep my weight down will my muscles consume my organs?