so basically this is my first post, not here, but anywhere, and the reason its here is because I have found people with the most brains, the most balls, the most moxy to keep it real. You can sling mad shit, you can contribute, whatever. I have never asked for help and think I just threw up a little bit doing it now, so here goes:
I have struggled on and off various chemicals (not gear) for years. During the times of reconstruction I have punished my body to be a man. I started off 5’ 6" 125 and kinda fat. No matter hard I lift, I dont get it, I’m still 5’ 6". But 170, real style 14 - 15% bf: solid. When your a fuckin munchkin and you turn into a man, thats progress.
but I’m slippin. and I aint getting any younger. Am i the only dbag whose been down this twisted pisser? doubt it. I doubt it. I’m 33. I want to strangle my soul right now I’m so fuckin pissed about the lastest slip. yeah, call me whatever, but if you never been in the grip, you got no shit to speak. so if you are the kinda brother thats never been there, teach another to stand tall and be strong.
sorry for the fucking drama, thx in advance