Never a good start for a thread in the Pharma section. I see this going poorly.
Well, you're certainly not a doctor.
Whether you're dumb or not will depend on whether you come to your senses after the tough love that is likely coming at you in the next few posts.
Invoking the phrase "muscle confusion" is not helping the situation here.
This is always a red flag. When someone's first post of a thread says that they want "opinions" but that they don't want criticism, it almost invariably means that they know their initial premise has a serious flaw (in this case, that you're a 154-pound kid that's been training for 2 years and somehow think you're at a point where you need steroids to continue progressing) but want to give yourself a screen from the inevitable "YOU FUCKING TOOL" posts that are (deservedly) coming, so you lead with a plea for people to not criticize you, even though you are absolutely deserving of criticism.
So here's the "facts/knowledge" for you.
- You aren't even close to being ready for steroids.
- Your workout routine is probably shit (the phrase "muscle confusion" is the tipoff there)
- Your diet might be good, except that you're obviously not eating enough to fuel continued growth (steroids don't make you gain muscle unless you're eating enough food to fuel growth, so until that's fixed, you'd be wasting money on the drugs that you ought to be spending on more quality food)
Other than that, though...uh, looks great!