Background: 26, 27 in a week
Hairy legs, hairy arms, thick head of hair, PATCHY beard, but covers most of jaw line with a couple gaps.
Wrestled in high school and have a decent mesomorph build
185 lbs as of writing this (let myself go, was 230 lbs 10 months ago)
Diagnosed with panic disorder at 17 which turned into agoraphobia
Got onto SSRIS (Paxil) and overcame agoraphobia
Used the gym as an outlet and got tight thick solid 170 lbs 5’9 natty
Let myself go during relationship to 226 lbs peak, back down to 186
Was in a relationship for 4 years, recently broke up and obviously my constant battle with my anxiety/depression issue took its toll in the relationship with my constant lethargy, lack of motivation etc (when i met her i was motivated, and driven)
I always coined it up to her as “its my meds, they make me tired” which is 60% the truth according to my assumption, because the things I was avoiding I naturally loved but lost desire to do it.
Also ED/low libido ever since starting my Paxil, low sex drive, I was the one saying no. Went from 2-4x a week during the honeymoon phase, to once a week (my choice) during the last 2 years of “complacency phase”
I also coined up all these issues to my paxil (which for now I CANNOT get off of, but I do plan to in the future) I’ve been on them for 9 years and they have helped me as a mental safety net even if its just a placebo and I’m really the one just pushing through my shit.
|Component||Your Value||Standard Range|
|TSH||1.98 uIU/mL||0.33 - 4.70 uIU/mL|
|FREE T4 (REF)||1.11 ng/dL||0.89 - 1.76 ng/dL|
VITAMIN B-12 905 pg/mL 211 - 911 pg/mL
Vitamin D, 25 Hydroxy 34.8 ng/mL 30.0 - 100.0 ng/mL
I have an APT with a TRT clinic, these blood labs were done by my GP, idk why he didn’t check est levels, but he is a gp so.