Anyone here having a big regret in their life? I'm talking about the kind that keep you up at night sometimes, or ones that you think about every once in a while when you're just relaxing. The type of regrets that give you that "punched in the stomach" type feeling when you reminisce on them.
I'll give my biggest regret first.
I dated a girl in high school for a couple years. She was incredible...just incredible. She was head-and-shoulders beyond every other girl her age in looks, maturity, intelligence, and overall character. Our relationship was great, but towards the end, being the cocky, naive jock that I was, I began to take her for granted. I simply didn't have the maturity at that point in time to provide her with what she really needed emotionally. Finally, she dumped me.
Looking back on it, I realize how bad, how seriously BAD, I fucked up. This girl was simply amazing...everything I want in a life partner. Even as a senior in high school, she was more mature than ANY girl I have met in college. Not a fuckin day goes by that she doesn't cross my mind. I want her back more than anything in the world...to go back to what we had. Seriously, this shit weighs on my mind...its a fuckin scar that I'm gonna carry with me for the rest of my life. I don't know if I will ever get her out of my mind and heart. And this shit has been going on for two years now...365 days a year I think about her...
So, anyone else have any regrets they wanna talk about?