whats keeping me at a low bodyweight is my fear of bulking and the inevitable fat gain that comes with it. Like, I have no problem eating tons of food- I consume over 1kg of meat a day, a TON of green veggies, yams, and some eggs.
I’m not orthorexic in that i have a crippling fear of junk food, like once a week ill treat myself to an ice cream or something…i guess part of the reason for my low bodyweight is my high level of activity- i should have mentioned this, but in addition to weightlifting I have also taken up running. I know its not optimal for BB’ing or whatever but thats not really what im about, honestly im just trying to get bigger and stronger for now. Besides, ive seen multiple sentiments echoed on here that cardio isnt bad as long as you eat enough…i guess im not doing the eat enough part. I mean even Wendler recommends cardio no?