Ive been on TRT for 2years now with varying success.
I am 30 years old, 190cm 95kg Bodyfat <15%
I tried several different protocols and did feel more or less good all the time (atleast compared to now)
I decided due to reading alot here to try just T alone, and did 50mg T Only 2x weekly, stayed on that for 4 months and minilabs landed at
TT: 33nmol (10-35)
E2 unsensitive: 237pmol (<150)
I was feeling good but started to form some lumps in the breasts, first i waited some weeks for it to solve on its own but it did seem to get worse so i dropped my dose to 45mg 2x weekly and added 0.01mg anastrozole(i Respond to extremely low doses of anastrozole), waited 6 weeks on this and lumps shrank but did not go away completely. Thats when i decided to try Nolvadex and that was my biggest mistake in my life.
I did take 20mg day1 and day2, 3rd day i noticed i was already getting bad hot flashes and feeling like total shit so took only 10mg 3rd and last day, later that night when having sex i noticed also my erections was very soft even with cialis like 70% hard.
I felt so terrible on tamoxifen so i decided to quit and did only take that total of 50mg in 3days. Ive read about tamoxifen killed Libido and erections for other guys but not this bad and almost everyone i read about did go back to normal after discontinuating tamox.
Its been 8weeks since i took it now and im still messed up, almost zero libido, soft erections even with cialis and also morning wood have disappeared the last 2-3 weeks… its like cialis is only like 20% effective like before Nolva. I can post more labs but i know Tamoxifen caused this and im really desperate for help, did someone here have any similar experience?
Due to Tamoxifen’s halflife it should be out of my system by now, i did read its main metabolite is 14days half-life so maybe some of that is left but i am worried iam destroyed for life… all help appreciated!