Hi small introduction i am 24 i weigh 92 klg 179cm height about 17% bodyfat from greece been exercising for 10 years and using steroids for the past 4 and have come to the conclusion that what makes a drug adictive is cleary the image of it you have in your mind personaly i used to thing that steroids made me beter but is that true do they give you more self confidence?
during my off cycles i realized that i was poisoning my self and my mind making it believe that without the strenght and well being the drugs give you i am a nothing and had very low self esteem i believed they were a lie plus people act as if someone using them is a junkie and the bad thing is you cant hide it when you are huge!!
i also find it useless to get in and off cycles every 2 months thats outrageous (yet i have done it in the past) and thats because you dont need roids to make you what you want to be i’ve come to believe i am fooling my self not to mention the terible side effects i sufered!!!
to sum up i believe roids are only needed if you have reached the 100% of your natural limits and crave for 101% please help me undrestand why the risk i’ve taken for my health paid off or did it? do we end up being adicted to them just to satisfy our personal crave?