I have done around 6+ cycles already, when i first started i had the same thoughts, i am also a person that was afraid of needles and blood.. now i am not, you get used to it, i remember the first time i pinned i had to lay down after from almost passing out of a panic attack, yea it was that bad.
Anyway, lets get to the point, oral only cycles are not worth it, the most effective way to use aas is pinning, there is nothing else no other way around it do not believe anyone tells you, there are many factors that can determine your experience with gear so you have to be very careful where you get it from and make sure you follow all re-precautions correctly when administering it. Test with High pip usually will give you many of the problems you had also pinning correctly can negate many of the sides you had post pin, for me i have a wonderful fiance who pins for me and she is not afraid of needles and has a very steady hand, i also pinned my quads when she is not available, virtually 0 pain.
Furthermore, oral aas is pretty much useless without a test base,you are 100% bound to shut your natural test production down and have some irreversible sides if you run oral only cycle, you will make gains but also damage your body way more than using injectables , also most of the gains will be gone after 1-2 weeks , it is really not worth it AT ALL.
My opinion, look up a trusted source that has low to no pip injectables and do another cycle with more planning involved, also buy a thinner needle, maybe a 25 or 27 just hold plunger back farther to draw the test faster.