It sounds like your doctor is inept to manage your TRT treatment, how much and how often do you inject testosterone?
I inject 21mg every 2 days because on day 3 I feel different than I do on day 1 or day 2. Also note it takes 6 weeks to reach a stable state so one has to inject the same amount of T for that 6 weeks for levels to become stable. During this 6 week period you will feel bad on some days, good on others and by weeks 6 you will start feeling better.
A previous thread you stated you injected 50mg on Sunday and days later felt dead, that’s because it takes 6 weeks to reach a stable state and you had not given it enough time for your body to adjust. This is why it’s important to work with competent doctors, otherwise you may never right the ship.
Pellets are worse than any other form of TRT, you will see your levels high in the beginning and low before your next pellet insertion.
I’m not seeing any labs in any of your previous threads.