I’ve noticed more and more of a really strange behavior. At first I thought this was from just lack of sleep and a sense of humor.
But somedays I will compulsively start thinking/saying/feeling things like “god damn it’s another Monday” or “ouch my back smarts again” or “where in the hell is this damn mailman”. I feel like a grandpa!
I’m dead serious. Once it got to the point of this compulsively happening, I started wondering if there’s a connection. It’s even worse after any T-lowering behavior (and usually much better if I’m well rested, just hit the gym, really on point etc).