I’m feeling anxious for summer. I’ll be going back to China and my parents want to go on a couple of trips. I’m worried about having to taking the time off normal training and having much less control over nutrition
I am strict during my regular life so I can enjoy experiences when the opportunity presents. Otherwise, for what purpose were we being strict in the first place?
this was fucking awesome, fastest 50min of my life, vision started blurring a bit towards the end, which was weird
Full disclosure: This past week was the hardest ever, but I turned it around over this weekend. I finished the experiment for my final project and got most of my analysis homework. In celebration, I ordered some cod liver and had a tin yesterday and Friday. That’s a 1400kcal surplus over 2 days
Also, shoutout to my friends/teamates:
a grad student not only helped me with the coding for my final project experiment, she redid the entire thing for me, without me asking
My final project teammates for another class have been working extremely hard to get data cleaned. I didn’t have to say anything
My econ friend (an academic older brother) always takes time to read the things I send him. It’s really endearing. He also sent me some job opportunities.
Incline Bench: 5x10-40kg
Isometric bicep walk: 5x25m-12.5lb Dbs
Btn press: 5x6-25kg, superset w/5 burpees
DB flyes: 3x15-17.5lb Dbs
Seal rows: 3x20-17.5lb Dbs
Conditioning: 16min incline treadmill walk
felt good, back and hammies a bit sore but not tired, bench really worked upper body- harder than expected, the BTN press was pretty hard too,workout took longer than expected
@SvenG@T3hPwnisher diet adherence has been shite this week. Been at 2k average I’m not even hungrier, I just want to eat more when I’m stressed. This does not bode well for when I’m in grad school……
I feel satisfied physically, but I have really really hard time resisting taking extra bites or extra servings
For example, I was feeling shitty today so I justified a container of Greek yoghurt. There was only 1 more container left so I had another one. Then justified some chicken. I went 300kcal over
I think the correct term for this is disordered eating/ negative relationship with food. Add your body image issues and history of undereating and over exercising and it sounds like a more serious issue than 'not being able to adhere to your diet".
Not really a big deal in the grand scheme of things and if you are in a surplus than just think of it as aiding the goal.
Main gym still closed. Will open tomorrow (in theory)
DB incline bench: 5x5-40lb DBs, 2min rests
lateral raises: 5x10-12.5lb dbs, 1min rests
Tricep pushdowns: 4x10-27.5lbs, superset w/ 50 jumping jacks, no rest btw sets
DB flyes: 5x16-15lb dbs, superset w/50 jumping jacks
front raises: 3x12-10lb dbs
Conditioning: 8 kickboxing combos, 10 reps/side, held 1lb dbs
felt good going in, really amazing how much 1 hr of sleep and not trying to solve proofs while half awake can make, really worked chest and triceps,
Updates:
Finally seeing the light at the end of the tunnel- finished first draft of term paper with 3 weeks to spare and we finally have a decent idea for social network analysis project
I am ditching (former) contractual counterparty. I was at econ research club and him, my team, my friend (that one) and I were having a side conversation. He randomly brought up how he “miss(es) your (my) place in FL” and shared a rather dirty inside joke we have. He is usually very professional around my team and especially my friend (that one)
Speaking of my friend (that one). I finally had a normal conversation with him that didn’t make me feel like throwing something out of frustration at how behind I am.
Good Mornings: 10x5-60kg
Lying leg reaises: 8x20
More good mornings: 5x10-50kg, superset w/20 walking lunges
KBS: 5x10, 5x12, 5x14, all alternating 1 arm w/ 40lb EMOM
Leg extensions: 5x10-85lbs, EMOM
felt good and really worked glutes and hamstrings, the swings went well and got HR up as intended