57min weighted vest walk- 25lbs in pack, play around with speeds and incline
felt good and very quick, got HR up but kept it relatively
Note: The hunger continues… I’ve been at 2200 for the past 3 days, mostly good choices. I think it might be something to do with switching programmes. anyways, back on track tomorrow
Squat: 5x9-75kg
plank hip dips: 5x20 alternating side
RDL: 4x9-75kg, superset w/20 alt bodyweight lunges
snatch grip DL: 5x8-65kg, superset w/ 10alt 1 arm KBS-40lb kb
leg extensions: 10x5-90lbs EMOM
KBS: 2x20, 1x22 alt 1 arm w/ 40lb kb
this felt weird- the weight felt light, but I was strangely lightheaded and nearly passed out after a couple of sets but kind of forgot to give up lol , rest of workout went well, rdls were a lot harder than expected
Week 2: day 3
55min weighted walk- 27lbs in pack
fells good to get blood flowing, was conscious to go up stairs, hamstrings ded from yesterday
Deadlift: 5x9-100kg
lying leg raises: 5x20
Paused squats: 5x4-60kg, 3301 tempo, superset w/20 alt bodyweight lunges
Good mornings: 1x8, 2x9, 1x10, 1x11-50kg… oops, but I was really tired
Pendlay rows: 5x5-60kg
Bodyweight leg work: 5min walking lunges
Conditioning: 15min incline walk, pushed it
felt great! deadlifts went up easy but really took something out of me so the rest of it was a drag- got through though. the incline walks are getting easier
@cyclonengineer@SvenG@dagill2 I’ve talked about ASD a couple of times here before. Anyways, I’ve been reading some papers on ASD and social inference/learning for one of my SOPs. IT MAKES SO MUCH SENSE! It’s really cool that I might be able to actually study this stuff
Yeah, I didn’t learn about it really until my late 20s. But all of a sudden I knew why everyone thought I was kind of odd or laughed when I said something that wasn’t supposed to be funny.
Once I learned a lot more about it I realized a lot of stuff growing up made more sense. Like when I was young I had a quartz watch that ticked and I could even hear it inside my dresser drawer and the ticking made it so I couldn’t sleep. I had to stuff the watch inside a sock or it would keep me up….
pretty tired but not as sore as expected- took things easy. I think my recovery is getting better, bench felt strong. This went by a lot quicker than expected
I only have 1 chapter left before I complete the rough draft of the book for my prof. It was a lot harder than expected to turn lectures into text
not too bad, abductors sore and that definitely sucked when benching, press was harder than expected
On a sidenote, I’m having a lot of trouble on the nutrition front. I have a really really hard time sticking to calories. I find myself telling myself “tomorrow I’ll stick to the plan” but always find an excuse to go over.
idk if I actually need more food or if it’s stress or eating higher carb
bench felt good and went by quick, BTN press really worked shoulders- unfortunately, I seemed to have strained a rhomboid… deadlifts may be jeopardised…
I have hit a low point in the semester… idk how my friends do it…
I think this kind of thought can get dangerous very quick because it often becomes self perpetuating and so leads to a downward spiral.
I suggest that you reach out to your trusted friends (those that you think you can talk openly to and have done so in the past) and talk about your struggles as soon as you feel like this. They may let you know that they’re struggling too, as your later post shows.
Knowing the shared struggles of your peers can give you perspective, which I think is the antidote to this kind of thought.