Does anyone else get like this? Just not feeling ever happy or sad, etc.?
My gf is upset with me because I never show emotions. She said I never tell her I miss her, love her, etc. I guess in hindsight I’ve always been like this. Kind of a loner. I’m like this with family too.
I googled a bit about it and some things pointed to a Schizoid type personality. I just never really recognized it in myself.
OR, does my body just need a lot of estrogen to feel something? My e2 has been around 49 before on the ultrasensitive test.
I dont’ know… just talking away over here wondering if anyone else feels this way? It’s not that I’m cold. I’m just somewhat indifferent to feelings. Hard to explain. Not lovey-dovey with gf or very affectionate. Just feels foreign to me.