I do not understand why you are so confused.
Its clear cut;
Option 1: Do not use steroids until you have had children. - No risk of steroids interfering with fertility (unless you are already fucked)
Option 2: Use Testosterone based steroids with 8-12 week cycles, HCG @ 250iu 3x Per week, Adex at appropriate dose followed by a SERM PCT, Nolvadex @ 20mg ED, lasting 8 weeks. - Increased risk of fertility issues but would be pretty unlucky not to concieve within a year of finishing a cycle.
Option 3: Blast and Cruise with whatever the fuck you want. Throw in 19nor compounds. HCG @ 250iu 3x per week. Adex at appropriate dose. Increased risk of very long lasting fertility and natural testosterone production issues.
I have chosen option 3, I am happiest when making progress in the gym, I feel great. To me this is what life is about. I could live the healthiest life but get hit by a car or die from
cancer with a grieving family around me... However, I preach to others the correct and safest way to use steroids and also understand the risks involved. I use HCG but do not see myself wanting kids anytime soon.... I am only 24, I could look back and say wtf did I do but I will get to thst bridge if it ever comes...
In terms of my b+c protocol, I blast on fast esters for 8 weeks then drop down to 250mg per week of test e for 12 weeks... I will plan to do a PCT after a vacation or through Christmas every year.