I understand your impatience, and you feel like you’re putting all efforts in. But unless you’ve got top quality coaches/trainers/mentors, it’s almost impossible you’ve gained half the knowedge you’ll have in a few years.
Yet, let’s face it, even if you click on all cylinders of training, nutrition, and all else, gains will still be much slower than if go the AAS route.
BUT, that is a short sighted approach: yes you’ll make very quick and impressive gains on AAS, but if you dont have your training and nutrition down to a T, you’ll lose too much when going off cycle, you won’t gain as much while on cycle, and you’ll feel tempted to stay on all the time.
And most importantly, you have a great chance that your natural hormones will be never be, for the REST OF YOUR LIFE, what they could have been if you’d stayed natural for just a few more months.
Rememeber where you were 3 years ago? Doesn’t it seem like another life? Well, you may live for 70+ years… Don’t risk fucking them up just for impatience…