Hello again! So soon after the last messages i started Progesterone 50mg SubQ and added lots of supplements. A miracle happened! After 7 years of darkness, hopelessness and misery i am finally walking towards the light. Progesterone finally started to improve me, and now everything is better!
I had a mental setback after feeling good, like the 3rd week or so due to actually realizing how numb i was after having some improvements… It was a hard mental breakdown but i conquered that challenge too. I am still a bit far away from recovery, i would say generally i got from 0 to 35- 40 i would say. So, i will start with the improvements, i am gonna give all the details sorry for that:
- Faster, firmer and thicker erections. Some size is slowly returning back.
- İncreased semen volume (Still watery but the volume is better which indicated direct healing of Prostate!)
- Better sensivity while urinating and ejaculating. I can finally ‘‘feel’’ inside my urethra.
- Oddly enough, my very consistent internal hemorroids disappeared! I can still feel it a bit inside but it is much smaller now.
- I touched my prostate inside, it felt more sensitive than before.
- I can finally feel my testicle skin area relaxing and making this nice ‘‘buzzing’’ sensation when i lay down.
- Better sensivity to heat on penis. (Was taking hot showers and felt the overwhelming and tingly warmness of water.)
- Better flaccid hang. Now that hourglass shape rarely happens.
- Better control of my pelvic floor muscles.
- I can pass gas easily again. Back then i had to force the muscles myself.
- Orgasms sitll bad though, i think the body deals with the essential issues first. And no notable morning woods yet. Although it kinda started to happen.
The Progesterone’s AR upregulation theory seems to be true, otherwise i have no idea how Prog would increase my semen volume? I don’t think i had Allopregnanolone deficiency and that could increase the semen?
I also added B complex, Niacin with flush, Glycine, Chelated Copper, Dha- Epa, L- Citrulline to those supplements.
So, one more PAS guy named Ronnie seeing similar improvements again, with Progesterone even he is taking just 10mg. That’s also supportive.
How Prog have caused this? I think it really competes with my AR’s especially on prostate so they are upregulating themselves slowly? Only solid data i have found is that they say Prog is an anti androgen and competes with androgens for AR’s.
Would that mechanism necessarily cause an Upregulation of AR @lordgains? I said this before, i thought only low levels of hormones in the blood would cause AR upregulation… But i guess you are not sure about answering this either, so i assume AR competing substances also upregulate the AR.
So the guy who recommended me this protocol also tells me that i should start HCG again on low doses to avoid negative feedback of Prog on LH. He says HCG won’t cause any upregulation of AR. Which is logical i think, it just stimulates testicles to produce usually withing range levels of T.
However i found this conflicting study, Progesterone stimulates testosterone secretion in male rats - PubMed
But the negative feedback on LH of Prog seems like a ‘‘truth’’ as multiple studies mention it. The negative feedback actions of progesterone on gonadotropinreleasing hormone secretion are transduced by the classical progesterone receptor - PMC
So would adding 250iu 3x of HCG to this protocol be a good idea? I already bought new HCG it waits. Making a bloodtest is not very possible for me since we are in a strict lockdown now besides it gives me stress to do that stuff.
Another thing, a concern. So i realized i have serious and huge nerve damage due to years of inflammation on the prostate. Causing the surrounding important nerve network some damage which controls muscles, sensations and vessels. All of my problems can be explained like this! I talked with prostatitis cases and they have similar issues.
Uhm, so an another PAS guy who studied epigenetics told me something depressing. He said that many PFS and PAS cases who recover crashed after 18 years of age usually. So that they can ‘‘return’’ to their healthy state when recovery happens.
But im crashed just when i hit 16. While still in development stage.
So, my prostate was in development stage already. And i learned that prostate development continues til the age of 20. So i damaged the AR’s in my prostate which is essential for healthy development…
Will i ever get back the healthy cell and tissue status of my prostate after i recover? I probably lost 2 years of development on my prostate… I know i can enlarge it, size changes easily. But how about the epigenetic and ‘‘cellular state’’ of my prostate age? Will it stay like a 16 year old boys prostate like that or will it change later? So i may have still an immature prostate and nerves?
Here is an amazing article about this subject however i really don’t understand it much. It would be so good to hear your opinions on this subject. It would mean a lot for me.
So the nerves around prostate should heal completely from reports of cases and my research. I may also add HGH for that, it seems that it really heals nerves. But it will take some time, few years probably but im ok with that. I waited this all my life.
So, my plan is to stick to this protocol until it fully heals me. Maybe adding HCG after your opinions, we won’t prefer low T levels for to create the ultimate recovery state for my boddy i guess.
If my issue was only located on my prostate tissue and not on the all epithelial tissues, it seems that my only concern should be only prostate development. I learned from that very article i shared that Prostate development stops due to ‘‘maturation’’ of the androgen receptors there.
So some sort of cellular mechanism stops the prostate to develop more, i probably interfered with that and this is so scary to think of… I also have read that shrinked prostates have small number of blood vessels around it… I don’t know if i will ever regain 100% sensation of my orgasms and function back :\ So please help me out with this.
According to cases though even very severe cases report 100% healing of orgasms etc when they recover. Although they usually crash after 18. But i also remember a PAS guy who healed with RSO who crashed at 16, reported full healing although never mentioned in detail how much his orgasms and nerve health healed %.
Lack of bloodflow may have caused some damage to my penile development too but it seems i should get that loss back after i recover, since the cells or whatever should already divided inside the smooth muscle cells there.
The guy (Joe P.) who recommended me Prog also said if i had AR Down/Up Regulation on my penis tissue too, i should have experienced full ED and cold penis and soft penis issues… Like other PFS cases. Which i didn’t experience. Maybe it was a small change? I also found 2- 3 studies which state AR downregulation didn’t cause halted development on rat penis. Some other studies also saying similar things. So i covered my as* on that subject too i guess, LOL.
*‘‘However, the decrease in penile size was not associated with an accelerated or exaggerated down regulation of the androgen receptor. This finding coupled with continued growth of the normal control penises after androgen receptor down regulation suggests that cessation of penile growth may not be solely related to down regulation of the penile androgen receptor.’’ * The effects of androgen administration on phallic androgen receptor expression - PubMed
So i probably wasted a lot of time thinking about my facial features, but hey, i’ve come a long way. What a journey and trip! I wrote a long post again, so please take your time Lordgains. Thanks. Oh, one more thing, you mentioned testicle size increase with HCG above baseline, did that stick? Is it still bigger than before after HCG, cuz i may also have lost on average 3ml of testicle development. They are still small although seems a bit bigger after Prog and supplements better bloodflow i guess.
I guess that’s it for now. I am really grateful that i have finally found something which works for me. So happy. Feels like a miracle, YEAH!!